Welcome to Jasmine's Space.. A Space of her thoughts and her adventure life journey

Name: Jasmine
Age: 22
Birthday: 22 August

able to travel more
a walk in Wardrobe with lot and lot of shoes and clothing
mission trip SOT??? Maybe LOL

Jasmine have moved to:


After I have left the events industry during my internship..
I kind of very sad about it... in this industry, it really requires passionate and determined people to be in. It is very true how people without the passion should never even be in this industry..

I do love everything I am doing in FSC..
Every time when i introduced myself to the different leaders in church...
I usually say I am having my internship in an event company...
They will get very shocked.. "Wow you in events can still come church?"
Really, events take up a lot of your time... But then.. Hmmm..
Will i ever be in the events industry anymore? I am wondering...

But still let God leads me ba..




Every interns wants to do well in their company..
The moment when they are not performing well.. They either get scolding or been taught by it.

in 4 days time my internship is ending..
But i am not enjoying every moment of it..
firstly, i am not performing very well in it..
Of course I am discouraged for not performing well.
I am sorry for not performing well.



Discouraging words spoken out from employers mouth.. it got even worst...
Who doesn't wan to excel and be success???
I get disappointed for not excelling... for not being professional..
For making mistakes upon mistakes...

I was praying to try to get rid of these negative words and thoughts that is within me..
I came across David and Goliath story.. We are very familiar with these verse.. What happen here is that David wants to go and fight against Goliath. But Saul tinks he is just a youth and is impossible for him to fight against Goliath.

1 Sam 17:33-36
And Saul said to David, “You are not able to go against this Philistine to fight with him; for you are a youth, and he a man of war from his youth.”
But David said to Saul, “Your servant used to keep his father’s sheep, and when a lion or a bear came and took a lamb out of the flock, I went out after it and struck it, and delivered the lamb from its mouth; and when it arose against me, I caught it by its beard, and struck and killed it. Your servant has killed both lion and bear;

David for all these years been out looking after the sheep's.. and taking out any lion or bear that took a lamb out of the flock. Of course, David didn't immediately become someone that have the skills and ability to do that.. He make mistakes but he kept practicing until he perfect it..

So likewise, for the internship... I may not be performing well but i know this is the place where I am perfecting and correcting my mistakes. So sorry to use this place as a place to learn and to give so many mistakes. But i know greater things is yet to come :)
我願意將我全心交在你手中，毫無保留，毫無保留。
我願意將我全心交在你手中，毫無保留，毫無保留。
生命中一切全是你所賜給我，賞賜在你，收取在於你，
也許曾渴望擁有，但你要我慢慢學習，放手，在每一分鐘，
現在我已經不同，生命屬你不屬於我，
甘願成為你手中美好的工作。 Today is one of the happiest day or i would say better days in the week...
The whole week seem like a crushing down week... But coming into the House of God is always the best..... Worries, cries and burdens are all lifted to Him.

I would want to say ... i am so so happy to be part of City harvest..
For all these years, people that are Christians or non Christians.. They criticize about this church.

But that didn't shake my faith.. I first came to CHC was when they are still at paya lebar. At that time i was just Sec2... before i came to chc.. i was a church hopper... i went to many churches before i came chc.

The moment i stepped into CHC, that is the moment my life changes...
Today was the announcement about the new land plot that our church have found and

WE ARE GOING TO HAVE OUR OWN BUILDING that is a 12000 seater hall!! in the marketplace!!!! The facilities are going to be world class faculties...When i heard this news.. Tears roll down my cheek... I dunno wad to say but just joyful.. For all these years of sowing.. finally.. finally we seen our land!!! God is truly awesome!

My church is a church that thinks big.. Do big things...
When we do big things... we do good things... we get criticize for it...
I was watching the movie, Blind slide.. What happened was this woman adopted this child and groom him, take care of him.. the moment when he became famous. This child began to question and think why did this woman care so much for him? why did this woman do so much.. ?? Tots like " she did all these are not for me... but for herself"

When i watched that part, i felt so much... like how people view chc.. like why are they doing so much? why are you going into those poor country? why are they sending rescue teams to Hati? Why are they doing all these??? CHC are doing all these for their own benefits.. They want the media attention!!!.. Hehehe i mean would we even care if we get the media attraction? I think all we care are people... We just want to help as much as we can...

When the new plot of land news came to me.. I can;t help but to have the urge to want to see E267 growing even more... We need to rise up... i see the urgency to do so...




Things have not been good for the last few weeks of internship...
Emotions and character battles....

I was extreme upset yesterday...
I could hold on and continue feeling angry and hurt...
But I decided not to..
One last week of internship i got to make it good!
on the surface it seem not good but i make sure i will make it good
I will turn the negative to the positive. Whatever it is.. I just hope it ends now. like seriously..

Apart from all the hurts and sadness.... I went for cgm and lead! i am improving! Shilin said so too! hehehe excited for it... I am waiting for the day where i can do something big and different in the cg... With the additional of me going to SOT. it will be even more exciting.. with new friends and new level that twins and I will go to... We will fly high! LOL hehheheee



Heheee.. ok.. gg off... bye Report writing time!

I did the biggest mistake in my life....
at that moment.. all i could want to do is just dig a hole in the ground and bury my head under..

JASMINE YEN WAD ARE YOU DOING!!!!!

Like seriously!




I went for a purpose! I went for a sacrifice. In the midst of helping, I fall.
There are times where we think that we can help every single one tat we see. And through this experience i really learn one thing" if your capacity is not strong enough in the area that you are helping.. Don't force yourself in.. cause you will never know that you can actually fall if you are not strong enough...

I felt so so bad.. then i came home to pray.

Pro21:3
The Lord is more pleased when we do what is right and just tat when we offer him sacrifice.

Times where we have good motives... but the moment when we know and we know we are not strong in that area. Never never put ourselves in that environment where we think we are strong and wont fall.

I am letting my guilt away and putting back my confidence back...

After a long talk with Phoebe Mindy..

This sentence came to my mind:

I was reading the newspaper.. I get super depressed.. hehhee..
All the news are unpleasant news.. That is the reason why students doesn't like to read newspaper.. hehehe.. no that is an excuse.. All should Read!

went back to TP to look for Candice Huang.
AW! i miss TP! how i wish i can get back to school now!
I am hunting for part time job to prepare for SOT!
And i kept on looking at Events management job..
MAN! think i really fall in love with this industry..
Haiz..I wish there is Part time job for Events.. I am not talking about job like usher at one of the events! no that is not EVENTS Co coordinator job! LOL...

Ok la.. i getting sick with the report i am writing..
Phoebe mindy just reminded me we still got another thing we need to and in on 19 jan..

Haiz.. ok ok la.. stop blogging and go slp!

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